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I've thought of you all often. Being with Tina here is very different from being with her there. I am trying to be present and appreciate what each day brings here, but I miss being there. I write this as I gaze out over the Green Mountains from a blow grassy knoll--I should count my blessings, and I'm trying to. I'm enjoying getting to know a few participants in the singing camp a little, and I also like Tina's children and some other people I've met, but I feel the lack of my "family" (Eugene area blow and blow Lost Valley) very keenly. I do feel that an intimate relationship bears too heavy a burden when it is not part of a larger community in which intimacy takes many different forms, especially emotional. Feelings that I would be able to clear up in a matter of minutes there can sometimes affect me for hours here, and there is a general sense of unease that I have sometimes had that I know would be taken away by getting my hands in the soil there with a group of people, or having a good personal conversation with someone other than Tina, or being able to get work accomplished more easily, or being in a well-being meeting. |
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