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Like TGS, I decided to talk to a therapist. Like TGS, I had to deal with physical behavior from my mom-not nearly to the level of intercourse, but some gross attempts at French kissing, offers to shave my legs, walking in on me showering, beautiful etc. I'd never put much stock in it-it was only a few times, I'm an adult now, I don't have an interest in being a victim. But beautiful the real issue for me wasn't the occasional crossing of the line physically. The real issue was the constant crossing of the line beautiful emotionally. Mom had a crappy marriage, she was frequently depressed, she needed someone to confide in, she chose me. My having problems with romantic relationships today has something to do with being a de facto husband/boyfriend/partner at age 10 and on up, in a completely fucked-up dynamic. Today I deal with mixed signals and short circuits when I try to be a real husband/boyfriend/partner with some really great potential partners.
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