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I don't know how my father felt or feels about it; he has never spoken about it except to reinterpret my mother's feelings. Judy at 13 years, with her father I quickly came to understand that that tomboy -- the gender identity with which I had escaped homo sex childhood -- was less acceptable in adolescence. homo sex Yearly visits to endocrinologists and pediatric urologists, lots of genital poking and prodding, and my mother's unspoken guilt and homo sex shame had all served to distance me considerably from my body: I was a walking head. In retrospect, it seems odd that a tomboy should have been so removed from her body. But instead of a daily, muddy, physical celebration of life, my tomboyhood was marked by a reckless disregard for the body and a strong desire to be annihilated. So I reached adolescence with no physical sense of self, and no desire to make that connection. All around me, my peers and former playmates were dating, fooling around, giving and getting hickeys, while I, whose puberty came in pill form, watched aghast from the sidelines.
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