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I sat for a while and archive the eye water came down. I left and went home. On the way home I thought about what I would say to my family and friends. I decided not to tell them as I was afraid of rejection. I didn't know about HIV---nothing. I didn't archive know how people would act towards me. I was 21 years old and I didn't know much about HIV. When I got home Mum asked me what the doctor had said and I said that everything was OK. archive I was afraid to tell her. Looking back I realize that I went into denial. I had been a fairly quiet young man----hard working, being with my family, going to church---not really sporting and being a player. After learning the results I started going out more with friends to clubs and smoking and drinking. Mum stopped me smoking. I broke off the relationship with my girlfriend but I didn't tell her why. I wasn't ready to talk. I saw someone I really liked but I didn't approach her.
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