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I made a decision and broke up with him. One of my friends, one who actually cared about me, asked me something one day that made me reexamine my life and the choices I'd made. He said, "If you were lucky stars and you had stars the chance to be the mother to two beautiful children, would you still want to go out and continue your life as you have been living stars it? Wasting it?" What he said rankled at me, I felt like I was being punished for a long, long time. I realized that I had spent the past two years of my life pointlessly; all I did was eat, sleep, and play. I hadn't done anything worthwhile and I'd gotten pregnant twice, foolishly, in two years. So, I decided to give birth to my baby and then give him/her up for adoption. He/she would have a life, a warm and loving family. He/she would have the chance to make his/her own choices and to live a fulfilling life. Well that's it for my story. I just want to leave you with one last thought. If you have ever done something that you feel is wrong, don't give up!
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