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I was on Ritalin about a year before my parents had me stop taking it. After returning from Germany I was also grounded to my room for a whole paperbacks summer. The affect of this on me finally made me almost have a breakdown. It got to the point I was sitting in my room hearing the other kids playing outside and I just knew if I had to spend another minute in there I would have just given up and died on the paperbacks spot. Happily this didn't happen. paperbacks But it was a precursor to my teenage years. After returning to the US from Greece I entered the dreaded teenage years. As a teenager I was angry and sullen. My sense of wrong-ness with my body deepened with puberty. The changes to my body horrified me. The body hair that sprouted from my arms and the peach fuzz on my face saddened me it was a deepening difference between myself and the girl I knew that I was inside. Girls just didn't have hair on their face. I took up shaving which I deeply detest doing now. This facial hair wouldn't be a 5th so bad if I hadn't done so.
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