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Don't get me wrong here. It wasn't a feeling of sexual excitement. It was for me becoming a girl however superficially. Yes I remember going into my mother's closet and my sister's dressers and getting clothing. This I believe was their first open hint that I dressed as a girl. It seemed that my mother and sisters had some magical way of telling someone had been in their clothing drawers. I now think it was simply a matter of my leaving the clothing in disarray. voyeur As a child voyeur due to the problems at school and the lack of good friends I spent a lot of time alone. Walks in the woods, riding my bike, and a lot of reading. This wasn't a bad life but it doesn't lead to a person who is good at making friends (I later remedied this). By this time I knew what I was. I had seen the Christine Jorgensen Story on TV. I knew what my goal in life would be. I have not wavered from this goal.
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