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Alcohol is not my substance sex (psychology) of choice, but if there was a bottle of wine here, I'd probably finish it off. If there was a birthday cake, I'd eat the whole thing. I could abuse almost anything. The issue is not the cake. It's not the wine. The issue is self-hatred. If I can soften my judgment of myself, then I'm better off. sex (psychology) I've had a bottle of wine at dinner with a friend and had a rich encounter and didn't feel it was not sex (psychology) sober. I've had food I'm not supposed to eat and it felt okay. I've had anonymous sex with people and felt okay about it. A dignity of self that I never had before is being restored to me. I can have my cake and eat it too. The 12-step work allows me to see that I can manage my life if I do certain things. My goal is to be in conscious contact with a higher power, even though that higher power may be inside me.
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