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I didn't love John, but he was a great listener and friend. Comfort Never Came A few weeks after meetings we started dating, my grandfather passed away. We visited my grandfather seven or eight times a year, and my mother talked to meetings him on the phone every Friday. Though we didn't see him as much as we'd have liked, the love was there. The night we found out that my grandfather died, my father wasn't around. When he made it home the next afternoon, my sister and I told him what happened. He looked stunned. Then he walked away. I wanted his embrace and words of comfort, but they never came. My mother was in shock over her father's death. For days she would go without sleep. She scared me with her constant comments about how she didn't want to live anymore. What could I do to soothe my mother's pain? The time when I felt I needed my father the most-when my mother was consumed by sorrow-he wasn't there. He left me to deal with my grandfather's death by myself. He never once asked if I was OK or if I needed to talk about it.
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